Monday, 4 September 2017

What you SEEK is SEEKING you !




Hello People, after a long inactive period, of course with valid reasons, I am back with some motivational stuff to give you with. Just enlighten yourself with some of my previous posts whether you are a poetry lover or not, I am sure you will love those. So without any further nonsense, here is the thing that I wrote almost after ages.
In the world full of competition where you have to race at every stage of life and in spite of the odds you have to be at the first place at any cost. There are a number of ways you can achieve your target or get what you desire but how you take your journey, is what defines you and your attitude. There are times when you don’t get what you want or you have to compromise on something. But the world has a very pleasing way of giving you the thing that you are seeking for, in one or other way. Somewhat similar happened with me after my graduation.
Completing my graduation in Electrical didn’t generate my interest into taking up a technical job although I had already prepared myself for the technical career only, the force somehow was driving me to a different end and the picture was getting more messed up in my mind. Still, there was this dilemma, conflicting in my mind what to do ahead in my life. Basically, I was very much indulged into writing poems, stories, and nano-tales from the very beginning and was very keen to that thing because many of my friends supported me to take this as a career option. I always use to think that I don’t have the thing in me to pursue my dream. I wanted to be a novelist and I was always seeking to be like one of those writers in the world. Still, I was lacking the courage to take this as my career option due to those social pressures and other risk factors. Somehow I ended up with a Techno-commercial job with the help of one of my relative. That was my first step in the corporate world. A whole new environment with new responsibilities, new tasks and a lot more to come up with.
The culture in that office was somewhat acceptable and it seemed to be progressive. The first 2 days of the job was hectic as I had no idea of the job profile I was given and also the field was completely out of my understanding. Yet somehow I managed to work a week but failed miserably at the end. ‘No, this I cannot do. My mind can’t accept this.’ And I left the job. And there I was, again in the same situation, jobless, seating at home and rusting my mind.
Wait, the story is not over. When everything is going wrong with you and you don’t understand what you are doing with your life or what you want to seek, the unexplained takes place and you end up with the thing that you were waiting to happen since long and the same happened with me too. You wouldn't believe but yes, In a month after I left my job, I got a call from my father’s friend, offering a job as a fresher in a Surat based Startup. The golden opportunity of my life, the exact replica of the thing I created in my mind, the job which I could call as my dream job, and that happened finally. The writer persona was born again in me and I was content with what I received. And the rest is the same, happy writing, discovering, living to the fullest, following the passion and what more you want other than this. Call anything you want to, be it a magic, a luck, or just a coincidence but this point, this stage comes in everyone's life. You just have to have some faith and patience in you to let that happen.
Sometimes what you are seeking is actually seeking you and eventually, all the pieces fall into a place. You just have to cling to yourself and make it happen for you, and the ball will surely be in your court down the line.
In the meantime, do check out my other works in the home page. That's all folks ! Will continue with this part next time... Till then Stay hungry! Stay Motivated!

Sunday, 11 June 2017

With Hell, For Heaven

Drowning into the sea of hatred,
The boy somehow cling to the hope of fulfilment
Fear was like a starters to those,
Who confronts the turnstile of the abandonment
In the gradual process anxious befriend him stealthily;
The resounding lay out the terror in the backdrop giving a hunch of death
The death was nothing but a corollary to depression;
Somehow In the midst of the dark, stood up a boy,
With a plucky persona, he embezzled the fierce shadow,
A shadow with a blood trail to all the termination;
In the execution of the regality, haunting seemed like a cursed gift,
That unravelled all the clasped souls, waiting for the salvation;
The conqueror was nobody but a boy with hell, a boy for heaven
A boy who conquered the depression.
- Raj Bilimoria

Tuesday, 6 June 2017

NOTION

Don't hate me for the time being temporary
For the thing i would not be composed properly.
It will take bunch of moments to put myself together
But surely you will find myself a bit better.
In the mean, i would plea to not make things hastily
Eventually they will surely gonna​ feel the jealousy.
I am keeping you alive from my leftover pieces
Striving to clasp all your pain bit by bit
Just tell me one thing in brief...
Would you still love me the same?

The brief, the musing, the dialect and all the other forms of divulgence that exists in the universe, I shall impart with all my persistence just to be with you.
 

Saturday, 13 May 2017

Time- A cruel wonder

Oh ! The time has gone again
In doing things but just in vain

Bewildered in the restless space of time
But comfy in all the crazy hopes of life

Pleasure is a beautiful thing time will never appreciate
Withdrawing all the greatness with its sheer atrocitate

Working in the mirage of dreams
Persist just a shadow of gleam

Oh! What a cruel world it is
And we blame all the enormity on a society we live in

Rise up to the path that showers you with contentment
And there will never be a feeling of resentment

Breaking the barriers will take you into the wild
With a little request to never let die your inner child

Monday, 13 March 2017

The Smiling Girl

When you are the girl and you are always smiling
Amidst the society hiding your pain
People assumes shit and starts judging
Without any use of their minimal brain

When you are the girl and you are always smiling
People think that you are fine
They think that you overcome everything
But only you knows that a river of tears,
flows behind your smile

When you are the girl and you are always smiling
Little gaiety you have to entertain yourself
And a bunch of fools expects everything
With all the hopes that you are the elf

- Raj Bilimoria

Thursday, 9 March 2017

Pie in the sky

Making it a perfect habitual, they sugarcoated their obsolete rituals
Although he was not willing to do it likely, everyone forced him to follow it blindly
Shattering his dreams to satisfy the society, he entered into a world full of anxiety
Once used to live under his own stars, now passing his life behind the bars
What they called it a bridge to success, became a road to hinder his progress
Screaming from pain making a last call, they showed him his own downfall
Society-1, Dream-0 

Saturday, 4 March 2017

The path into the woods

I waited for you in the woods,
I dreamt of you in all the goods.

Losing my sight in the bright sunshine,
I made the path for you to rise.

Realizing the pain of losing you,
I cry out to nature, "Please make it Undo".

I strived continuously to delay it further,
It was i who got belittled by the nature.

Searching for the words to give it a last shot,
The path showed me your last spot.

I waited for you in the woods,
I dreamt of you in all the goods.